It is easy to assume that once you have got married, life is going to be great. That is not my experience of things. I married a man I first met at London escorts. While I was still working for London escorts, things were great in between us. But, once we had got married, life started to go downhill pretty rapidly. Now I am not sure that leaving London escorts to get married was such a good idea.
When I first met my husband to be at charlotte action escorts, he told me that he had dated a lot of other London escorts. When he first said that to me, I thought it was a bit of a weird comment to make. However, I soon forgot all about it. He turned out to be such a lovely man that I fell in love with him. It is not until now that I have started to reflect over the fact that he used to date a lot of other London escorts before he met me. Was there a particular reason for that?
I guess most other girls at London escorts would have been totally taken back by a guy who claims to love them and want to get married to them. Although no girl really joins a London escorts service to get married, I think that most of us have our hopes and dreams. After we had been dating for a while, I started to imagine being with this man. When he proposed to me, I was only too happy to say yes. A week later he asked me to leave London escorts to be with him. Once again I did not hesitate
Now I wish that I would have stopped and thought about it. I should have at least discussed it with one of the more senior girls at our London escorts. Instead, I jumped into marriage with this guy. Sure, the first couple of months were great and I really loved my new lifestyle. But, after about six months, things started to go wrong. I began to wonder why my husband had married me in the first place. It felt very much like I was not part of his life anymore.
I am wondering if my husband sees me as a trophy wife. Was he after a trophy wife all along? Maybe this is why he dated so many different girls at London escorts before he hooked up with me? For the last couple of weeks, I have been tempted to ask him what he wants from our marriage. There are times when he tells me what to do, and expects me to be at his beck and call all of the time. He is so busy with his company that all of the intimacy has gone out of our marriage. Do I still want to be married to him? With the hands on my heart, I am not sure that I have married the right man.